I Wanna Quit!!!

yea.. i know ..i promise i stop ..but why i keep on buying this shit..if i calculate all the money that i've burn..man,i cud even make my room become studio now ..damm .. i always told my self to stop or cut down.. but i think , thats not working at all to me even i smoke more now .. Gosh .. and yes .. 1 pack per days ..OMG .. 1 pack per day .. that cud be more worse to think bout it.. Heart attack , Strokes , Lung-Cancer , Throat Cancer , gum Cancer..whoo ..i believe its killing my self slowly now and plus,when i wake up everyday espacially in the morning..i had troubling to breath properly..its like sumthing stuck inside .. im scared if i chock out blood sucking coming out from my bloody mouth..cud be more worsen ..

well u know , human nature ..smoke until u cant and once u got sick,then u stop .. thats natural but i want to try before its too late .. and thats a good thing before late or wut ever ..pheww ~ im scared now lol ..

Hye, guys... I kind a need your opinion here, this thing is not happend to me la actually, just wondering, what happen when u in love with your best friend? what should u do? take the risk to proceed the next level of relationship? or u just keep it deep down inside for sake of your bestfriend? im not saying your bestfriend is same type as u, that the other thing.I mean for boys who being bestfriend with gurls and gurls being the closes friend ever with boys? how? what would u do?

Pic For Today !

my team were suppose to clean up those hall,but it end up to be this .. lol

whoa .. this year v.days were not so called that happening like last year..went to klcc today but didnt see much of couple hangin around ..maybe its wednesday and no time for going out ? haha too bad mike ~

Knock Knock

Lastnite is the most sick and tired thing that ever happen to me .. the story goes when i sleepover at my classmate house in Setiawangsa..everything when cool,we chilling out watching dvd's an complete our work at the same time..After all done,we sleep around 4 am ..i know its late but thats the way we GUY's always do ..keke ..their house got 3 rooms and 1 room were empty, another 2 rooms got 2 people inside..i sleep in the master bed room subtitute to tomato,one of the mates who when back home earlier..well,its okay for me..but Not okay anymore when we turn off the lights ..

The clock shows 4.16am ..i feel that i was watching by sumone and feels not that confertable.. im about to close my eyes , i heard sumone knock the windows 1 time ..i thought it was aircond water that fall from the above..so i ignored it ..change my side not facing the window...and again, when i wanna close my eyes...'knock knock' 2 times ..i continued ignored it .. then all silent.. pheww~ that was nothing .. but again .. it start play knocks knocks all the way and it was damm loud .. i was like OMG !!! .. i can feel the chill that my body start shaking ..owh mann~ ..i bet,whut would you guys do... start close my eyes and hug that pillow tight ..i start read the doa's ..but still it doesn't bother that thingy to stop .. it goes until 10 second to heard the Subuh Azan,i heard scratch from the windows '' EeeEEeeiiikkkkkk ~ '' and heard a tiny laugh on outside .. then it was Subuh Azan and after that , its all over ..its like having a heart attack to expereince somthing new..that was the longest 2 hours in my history that i have been tease from the extraordinary thingy .. lol

And the funny thing is , my mates amy that sleep on the other rooms got experience in the night after i went home.. he saw more thrill like an old man wearing all white atching him ..and another person crawlling towardshis roomates, eddy .. it was hell yeah he said ..haha ..pheww ~

Telecaster Dreams

Going to lowyat to buy microphone and ear phone to complete my corum for my pc..it was 530pm and raining outside the mall ..plus it was weekend ..dont talk bout trafic cuz i bet u all know how it feel to stuck on behind red lights ..well, im goin for a walk to Bently where is the most popular music store in town(its located infront of Lot 10)..at the same time i can buy new string and picks .. before paying for the stuff .. i saw somthing that attract my eyes ..a brand new fender guitar..

Solid Black Telecaster

i was so looking at the guitar almost 10 minutes thinking if i can buy it in the near future or NOT lol..talking bout the price ..it was a lifetime warranty and it cost RM3858..YES! almost 4K that the same price i can buy another motocycle..dammit.. i'll bet it was insanly expensive like shit .. and who doesnt know the sound quality that Fender produce??? i mean to most musician espesially?it was way better then almost the rest guitar..this is my dream guitar and hopefully my granma can buy for me this thingy ..ahaha :)